But in the moments of doubt, fear, and chaos is where I’m reminded of His goodness. I am actively holding onto His promises and trusting in Him. He is teaching me that there is significance in a testimony that is still awaiting its called purpose.

I lost my friends, my brothers, my family, my love for dance, and everything just crumbled in front of me. The only thing I knew to do was to chase after God like I never had before.

I knew my heart was full of the Lord and I knew I loved Him. But does He love me?